I feel so shallow and stupid. I think it's just a product of insecurity.

I can be preeeeeeeety insecure I guess. I read so many blogs and see the eh hem "deep" and "inspiring" posts people write, then I look at my blog and sigh.

But actually I think i don't like blogging anymore. Either I don't like it or I have just gotten bored of it. Or maybe I'm lazy. It's probably a mixture of the three plus 'i can't think of ANYTHING to write about!!'

If I write about my day[which I've done], it's sorta lame and pointless. If I write about what I want in my life or what I want to buy and all that [which I've done], it's ALSO pointless and it makes me look like a brat or a desperate person. If I write 'inspiring stuff', I probably wouldn't get my message fully across or something; or maybe it'd come out corny and LAMEEEEEEEEE. pfffft

I really don't know lah.


Please pray for my Grandpa, he's not feeling well. Also pray for Yen Yen (a girl in my church (who is 8 years old) who is suspected to have h1n1).

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